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kaitou ([personal profile] kaitou) wrote2005-07-06 09:36 am

Block.

I've been feeling really apathetic lately.  Lately being since....since I came back from Japan really.  I don't feel depressed really.  I mean, I did that in Japan, even though I don't think it was a capital D depression.  I'm generally content, and I laugh a lot during the day.  Like[livejournal.com profile] thorne_scratch said in her post, I don't want to use up my points on drama when I'll feel fine again in a day or so.  I ususally just don't post for awhile in that case.  Not looking for hugs or sympathy...ya know? 

It's just that I realized the other day that I can't work up any enthusiasm for anything.  I haven't written anything since I moved to Ohio.  I haven't drawn anything.  I'm not at all excited about the new Harry Potter book (and though it's not my fav, I didn't <b>hate</b> the last one like some people)  I haven't seen any anime... I just come home from work, sit at my computer, eat dinner and go to bed. 

I'm really hating this!  I want to go back to my old self.  I want to DO.  I want to be Enthused!  Does anyone have any suggestions?  Been through something similar?  Just waiting and hoping does not seem to be working. 


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